Ya Rabbi..menitis air mata sambil menaip ni..Sedehhh sgt! Kejadian Hari Raya Haji 2009.
First time i slapped someone and that someone turned out to be my 8 years old nephew!
I did slap him so hard! Like serious!! Seingat i , sepanjang 28 tahun bernafas kat dunia ni, tak pernah i slap anyone! NEVER. Not even that ex-guy who dumped me and came back and dumped me again for gazillion times. Never had the heart nor guts to do it! Besides, i never kena pon in my life so i want to keep it like that,slap-free.!
But unfortunately today exactly 5min to 8pm, i slapped my 8years old nephew!
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Bukan suka suki nak slap him . But he was so rude! Lawan ckp his granny. Throw tantrum by kicking hard the sliding grille. He went out and climbed up the gate hoping to attract my attention! Sighhhhh,,why laaa i slapped him! I should just bring him inside and try to comfort him instead!
Why i felt so sad now?
Regret? Hell yeahhhhh!!
sorry ya baby boy! but u have to behave..jadi super-good kid! i love u kiddo!
Never in my life that this will encounter and never expect it to happen to small kid!
Definitely, today i will sleep miserably!
oooo well ooo well... A big lesson for me! Starting at this very minute, this is a promise i made; DONT EVER SLAP ANYONE IN MY LIFE...NEVER AGAIN!
P/s: I did say sorry to his parents aka My sist and Big bro in-law! They comforted me by saying no worries that the boy is uncontrollable these days!
but still sighhhhhhhhh...
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